It's not the first time I feel replaced. I'm kind of starting getting use to it by now. The first was and will always be one of the most scaring and terrible moments of my life. At first he seemed to be mr. Right but then he chose another girl before me even though we had something going on. The second time was also kind of hard to handle, a friend of mine left to another "gang". The third time was painful too, this case again, a guy chose another girl, or should I say six other girls. The fourth time was by a close friend of mine, she wanted to hang out with someone that understood her more than I did. Even if we had been friends for 12 years.
Don't get me wrong, I love my friends and all and I'm being bitter.
I never thought this would happend a fifith time, but I'm not sure if it has happened. A few (one of my last good friends) is acting weird towards me. I feel like an outsider more than ever. Everyone has someone accept me. I only have myself and I have to say, sometimes it's nice having someone there to listen to you. Just for a few hours.
Maybe I'm overreacting? That's what I do sometimes when I feel lonely. And everything above except shy.
Let's pray to God it doesn't come another, sixth time.
Thanks, to all of you who read this text :)
// JW
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