I hate that I hate you because I wanna love you

I feel an inner desire to find my knight. He is not here and I'm about to go mad, I really want someone to love and be loved. Everyone wants that. Eversince we broke up I thought I was free and I didn't need anyone to love me and care about me. I was d*mn wrong...
As late as yesterday I was painfully reminded of how lonely I am. I wish I was loved. None of my buddies know how bad this takes on me. And now one of my friends like Him (my ex), I'll warn her, he's not who we think he is. He's so unmasure...



I wish I still love you, and vice versa. No matter how hard I had to let go of you I can't leave the thought of you. Your brown eyes and your jokes. SIGH!!! I shouldn't think about you, it feel really wrong.
Short said: I HATE THAT I HATE YOU BECAUSE I WANNA LOVE YOU...