Nothing hurts as much as loneliness, of not having someone there to support and encourage you. Everyone wants that, but it's not many who gets it. Or it's just feels like it. I don't get it anyway. Alone, means...
1.Someones who don't have company.
2. Distant.
3. On his/her own
Of course there is a lot more, but you get it, don't you? What alone for me also means is to not have someone who love you just the way you are and will always wanna be with you. Other than that I'm happy, and sometimes I have hard to even think that I'll find someone who'll love me. And sometimes I question myself in terms of if I'm lonely or just want some love. It's a fine line between those two very important things and you just gotta find the right balance. This necessarily doesn't mean I will be happy or happier because I have someone who loves me, but it at least feels better within me and I can deal with whatever comes in my way, almost. I believe, it isn't someone else who can make me happy, I have to feel comfortable in my own skin and don't feel like I'm worthless etc. But it's hard, when I have so wierd picture of who I am and all. I don't wanna be 4ever alone! Name someone who wants to! This feels imabarrasing to talk about in public because I... I don't know what to do. And if I would name this guy who left me, it whouldn't help so much, and besides, his name is not important in this subject. Almost in two months I have been feeling lonely and ugly. I lost myself within me.
Read the pic. and think about that. If there is anyone that feels the same way you could post a comment or reply to me on Twitter, (@JackieWiz) because then we don't feel so lonely after all. We have eachother.
Loneliness is the worst word in the whole world. I hate it! Why couldn't it all just be a loving and caring world?!
Okay, thanks to you who red all this, I hope this gives you little to think about and maybe you feel recognized? If you do, post a comment! LOVE TO YOU, GUYS! And then maybe we can find some solution to whatever it is that's wrong.
God bless you!