I was so close, I was about to ask you out and then THEY came and destroyed the whole situation into a piece of shit. THEY crunched it into little useless pieces of anger and trouble. YOU didn't understand the situation, and you SHOULD NOT listen to those cowards who spread lies.
I miss the scent you have, I miss to laugh and joke around with you. And most of all I miss the unconditional love you use to give me. I wanted to explain the situation to you but I never got the chance. I regret that very much, becuase I wanted you to understand. I really did. I cry.
I cry 'cause I just want you here. More than anything.
Can't you see, you were my life, one of the most important ever. I didn't mean to hurt you! I did not! Everything was just a big mistake. And I never thought I'd loose you. It is painful, I loved you so much. You can't imagine how much. This terres me apart, 'cause you was my only true love.
My world is so cold and lonely without you.
I wish... you loved me again. You slipped through my fingers and into HER'S. That's the hardest part of all. It was suppose to be me, not HER. I really wish it was you and me. Belive me. When I think back on the good old time I just get bitter. You was so sweet, kind and supportive. What happened? I DON'T want anyone to touch you, to tease you, to impress you or seduce you. That's MY job. But now you've fired me and givin' the job to HER. The worst is, you doesn't seem sad or bothered. Whatever it takes to get you back I'm willing to do.
I also miss when you talk "English" and try to dance like I do. I hope THEY are d*mn happy, they destroyed my world. Look how much a few words and a bad mood can cause. LOOK!
And now I can't trsut ANYONE, they will just missunderstand me or spread lies.
Please, that's why I need you so much, you're suppose to be my knight. My loving knight that always belive me and support me. I just wish everything went back to normal.
A second chance, so...? What do ya say?
Please... I love you, *****.
- Jackie Wiz
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