I am A Fighter!

Before I went to see if someone could help me with the sorrow I had inside me I was just so miserable, I wanted to jus disapear and never return, I might seem like I wanted to die but I felt I wasn't done yet. You, (who reads this) I don't want you to think I have to get menal help or that I have suicidal thoughts 'cause I don't. I just felt like THEY and SHE was winning the battle I had in my head and that I was about to loose. But you know they say; after rain comes sunshine, the more "preblems" you have in you life the better it feels when (or if) they get solved.  And that was the case for me, after had talked to the one who could help me get out of this evil circle it felt like I had scored jackpot. It did. She (it was a she) gave me the tools to find HIM again, so I can't thank her enough, I had never though in those tracks before.